Tuesday, April 21, 2009

my journey


Massive crowds of tourists, locals and foreigners alike, fanned out the Taj Mahal grounds. Many were trying to get as many photos of their subject (partner, spouse, family) with the Taj Mahal. Some were attempting to get pictures of them holding up the Taj with the palm of their hands. Something I promised I'd never do after the Pyramids of Egypt.

I had picked a holiday Monday to visit the New World Wonder and it was a big mistake. The queue to enter was long and paying the ridiculous overinflated foreigner price (by 10 times) was made even more bitter by the impossibly huge crowd overrunning the grounds. Not even the complementary bottle of water and shoe coverings made it any better.

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I left Jaisalmer on Sunday afternoon by bus arriving in Jaipur at 5 am. I was a bit sad to leave since I really enjoyed my stay and Hotel Renuka. However, it was time to move on and so I was going to Agra via Jaipur. Once in Jaipur, I was told to go to the Sindhi Camp Bus stand to take a nice express bus to Agra. I thought I did just that, I went to the station, bought a ticket for Agra and got on the bus. I knew I had made a mistake since it was not the Volvo Express bus I had thought but a decrepit local bus. It took us 8 hours due to the heavy fog to get to Agra and countless stops in small towns, pick-ups along the street and yelling disagreements between the passengers and the fare collector. I have to say, riding in an Indian local bus with 3 metres of visibility is not a lot of fun. Especially when you realize the bus is on the wrong side of the road sometimes and honking like crazy to warn the oncoming traffic.

Finally, at around 1:30 pm I arrived in Agra and dropped off my big pack at Agra Cantt station before heading off to visit Agra Fort. I can't say too much about it except it has been modified by several rulers including the British who used it as barracks and prison. After the fort, I headed to the Taj with what I thought was ample time. However, closing hours were earlier in winter and due to the queue I only spent approximately 1 hour on the grounds. I wish I had more time since standing there and seeing its magnificent splendour and tribute to love is far different than seeing pictures of it.

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I returned to Agra Cantt station to wait until my train at 11:30 pm. The wait was long but I had a delicious meal at the comensum composed of curried pancakes with 2 dips/sauces for 14 INRs! I also got to finish my book called "The White Tiger" by Aravind Adiga which is really popular in bookshops in India. It's an excellent book and gives insight into the real two India's; one that is prosperous and called the "Light", the other being the poor, uneducated and hopeless called the "Darkness".

There was some confusion about where my train, the Mathura Patna Express #3240,, was going to come in but after talking to the station master and seeing a few foreigner headed to Platform 5 I knew I was correct. I had some doubts at first since Platform 5 was badly lid, incredibly dirty (even for India) and it even had live rats crawling and running around while Platform 1 was moderately clean and full of people.

I was able to easily meet many other tourists since they were confused and taking this train as well. I first met Benjamin from Frankfurt, then Doug and Kate from Australia before meeting Angéline and Brunilde from France. Little did we know how long this train ride to Varanasi would truly be. The train, which was not quite listed on Cleartrip and required the specialty of an agent in Jaisalmer everyone called "Uncle" to help me book, arrived at Platform 3 about 20 minutes late. Since Kate and Doug rented Royal Enfields from Delhi and had them waiting on Platform 5 for transport, they had to quickly push it up the ramp, over to Platform 3-4 and down to the proper platform for storage/transportation.

I don't know when we took off from the station but by the time I woke up the update was that the train was delayed by 6 hours due to heavy fog. After passing Lucknow, the train was essentially left with foreign tourists on the way to Varanasi. For the next 6 hours, we talked, exchanged stories and took bets on the train would actually arrive in Varanasi. We pulled into Varanasi Junction at 6pm after sunset and the race was on to get out and get into a decent hotel. I met up with the French girls and Benjamin and we made for Shanti Guest House. Angéline told us they had a chauffeur and I was welcome to join. I expected a car/taxi but it was actually an auto-rickshaw and so the 4 of us had to amazingly fit into the rickshaw with our backpacks as well! I of course got the honour to ride in the front which meant trying not to fall out during every crazy turn and in the stupendous traffic of Varanasi. In more than a dozen instance, I was sure we were going to hit or knock over someone. It's a miracle there was no collisions. We were not dropped off very close to the hotel, which is not accessible by rickshaw. So we walked for nearly 15 minutes through small alleys with the help of a guide (20Rs) before finally reaching our destination. I can't say much about the 70Rs room and I was definitely not found of the uneven bed but what can you expect from a room that costs less than $2? The important thing was that I arrived in Varanasi and I'm that much closer to going into Nepal.

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Well that's all for now, I've got an early morning boat ride to see sunrise and the ghats!

Saturday, April 18, 2009

LOVELY DAYS

When I wake up in the morning, love
And the sunlight hurts my eyes
And something without warning, love
Bears heavy on my mind

Then I look at you
And the world's alright with me
Just one look at you
And I know it's gonna be
A lovely day
... lovely day, lovely day, lovely day ...

When the day that lies ahead of me
Seems impossible to face
When someone else instead of me
Always seems to know the way

Then I look at you
And the world's alright with me
Just one look at you
And I know it's gonna be
A lovely day.....

When the day that lies ahead of me
Seems impossible to face
When someone else instead of me
Always seems to know the way

Then I look at you
And the world's alright with me
Just one look at you
And I know it's gonna be
A lovely day...

Friday, November 21, 2008

guru can help free you from bondage

whether you know anything else or not , you do know that you exist .It means that there is a self and it is only a question of realising it .can anyone climb mounteverest ? definately not, because not everybody has the capacity to do that .but all of us have a self , and realising it ia an inwarsd process, so it is definately possible.
what you can do on the outside depends on many things. when it comes to what is within you , it is just a question of your willingnass. if you are interestd in living your life with full depth and dimension , how can you live without self-realisation ?if you are interested in experiencing all the possibilities you carry within yourself , how can you explore them without self-realisation ? self realisation is not an abstact dimension that is not relavent to people . every human being should strive for it because you more realise about yourself , the better you live .
whne we say self-realisation , we are not talking about understanding your physiology or your scychology alone , we are talking about understanding the very fundamentals of who you are .when you stand here, you look at yourself as a peson,but hoew did this person happen ? this body when it was born , it was so small.now it has become so big -how? was it created from inside or outside ? definately from inside.
so that which creates this body within you ; the very sorce of creation is within you ,self -realisation means befriending the creator within you .And if the creator is your friend , what is the problem with life ?
a guru becomes relavent with you only when you have an aspiration to constantly enhance your life ; when you want to touch dimensions within which you yourself have not been able to touch . when people hear the word guru ,they may have a lot of resistence ,essentially bacause of the misuse of the word a guru is like a road map , if you want to travel an uncharted terrain , do you go without a roadmap ? you can ; maybe you will anyway reach there . but there are also chances to reach a destination which is right next to you, you may go around the world and come back , or you may ever get there.

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

love

Love is like a river, always changing,
but always finding you again somewhere
down the road.


Love me for a reason,
let the reason be love.


Love is the beginning of all the joy
which nature has store for us.


To the world you may be just one person,
but to one person you may be the world.


Faith makes all things possible.
Love makes them easy.


Love is 2 think about someone

more times in a day

than you think about yourself


Tears in my eyes...

tears for you ...

tears that realize...

how much I love you ....


ALL SMILES

A smile is just a little thing
it does not cost a lot,
it's free to beggars and to king
so why not smile a lot

Kind words are like sunbeams
they sparkle as they fall
and loving smiles are like moonbeams
they light a joy to all

I've never seen a smiling face that
that was not beautiful.

Thursday, November 6, 2008

THE LOVEST PERSONS

Dear mom and dead
you brighten each day with
your love and
care and here's a warm note.
just to say that you both are
very special and so
affectionate and that's what makes
you both really wonderful

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

A LESSON ON LIFE

One day, my father took me on a trip to the country with the express purpose of showing me how poor people live .
They spent a couple of days and nights on the farm of what would be considered a very poor family.
On the return from the trip, the father asked me, "How was the trip?"
"It was great, Dad."
"Did you see how poor people live?"the father asked.
"oh yeah," I said.
"so, tell me,what did you learn from the trip ?"asked the father.
I answered :
"I saw we have one dog and they had four.
We have pool that reaches to the middle of our garden and they have a creek that has no end .
We have imported lanterns in our gardens an they have the stars at night.
our patio reaches to the front yard and they have the whole horizon.
We have a small piece of land to live and they have fields that go beyond our sight.
We have servants who serves us,but they serves others.
W buy our food,but they grow theirs .
We have walls around our property to protect us, they have friends to protect them."
My father's was speechless.
Then i added ,"Thanks dad for showing me how poor we are."
Isn't perspective a wonderful thing? it makes you wonder what would happen if we all gave thanks for everything we have, instead of worrying about what we don't have.
Appreciate every single thingyou have , especially your friends!
Life is too short and friends are too few."